wanted: spot of orange in grey horizon
and then it gets more painful. because you finally see it.
because you finally realise that you might just have fallen in....
but it wasn't supposed to be this miserable the first time, was it. i thought it was supposed to consist of endless smiles and sunny days and lovely nights dreaming of the other.
but alas. my smiles are waning. my sun is perpetually behind the grey horizon. and my nights... i don't really know. i can't really see thru the tears.
just when i thought i was getting better. and then the big L bomb dropped.
help me God. just help me.
