sayang..
it's just sad, you know. i'm not devastated. well not right now. just sad. and.. resigned.
i mean, how can someone change to a totally different person in a space of three months? and i thought we had something good going on. i thought i was ready. obviously i was wrong. in that short space of time whatever we had was lost already.
that's just sad. the term 'sayang seribu kali sayang' has never been more aptly used before. so sayang.
not meant to be, i guess. better days will be here. and someone better will come my way. right now i just hope it doesn't get any worse than this. and that i will not be reduced to a big pile of bawling mess again.
i can so feel what someone wrote in his blog:
"I wish I could take all the tears you made me cry and fucking drown you in them!!"
hear hear!
"How come
Out of all the people in the world
Only one
Can make me complete
One word, one word on the phone
Makes me happy
One touch, but one touch directly
Makes me ecstatic
He's away
This ain't right
I'm alone
I'm taking an aeroplane
Across the world
To follow my heart"
- aeroplane, bjork
