i'm no fun today
[ soundcheck : piece of my heart - janis joplin ]
what do you know. it's that time of the month again. when hormones go into overdrive and my rage can be turned on with just a flick. when someone can edge me towards the open window and i will willingly jump down. when i'm so sick of this life. sick of everything. sick of people expecting me to an energizer bunny fussing around the house when i all i want to do is lie down and hopefully lose consciousness. sick of everyone wanting a perfect version of me.
i just.. i just want to lie on the bed and drift off to wonderland. where no one's around and i can have my own way with the world.
yeah, big up to pms y'all.