thickened skulls: for guys only
[ soundcheck : se se se - moluccas ]
i seriously wonder what's wrong with guys, and how weak and pathetic they really are beneath their swaggering bravado. why cant they just get on with their lives, knowing that things cannot go their way all the time. YOU ARE SO SAD AND SO PATHETIC AND SO CHILDISH THAT IT MAKES ME FEEL REALLY SORRY FOR YOU. and frankly i find it oh-so-amusing that my initial anger subsided in mere minutes.
sometimes i look back and think, did i ever lead them on? did i say i want to be friends with them and then say i want to be with them forever and ever? did i throw them hints that i wanted something more from them? hell no.
but people might feel otherwise. yes, the flattery and the attention that is lavished upon me by these guys can make me feel powerful. but i'm not addicted to them and i know i dont deserve all that. i know when to sink back into reality and take a good, long hard look at myself. that is why i always bear in mind, never lead them on. make it known i'm fickle and make it known that there's a reason i've been single forever.
looking back at my long-list of crushes, not all them have been goodlooking. in fact a few of them even have a bad case of acne. so dont say i have double standards in making friends with people. that's fucking ridiculous. pretty boys are great to look at, but not all of them are great to talk to. looks have nothing to do with how i feel about people. so people, SOME PEOPLE I WONT MENTION THE NAMES OF, shouldnt go around telling everyone that i'm biased and prefer hearthrobs as friends.
jadik kan, untuk meng-summarise-kan perasaan saya ni kan, saya nak cakap kepada mereka-mereka nih, SOME PEOPLE I WONT MENTION THE NAMES OF: here's a big FUCK YOU to you.
i may not know you well but you seem to have me all figured out kan? well i've some news. you are one step closer to making me hate you. congratulations la eh. tahniah. allah selamatkan kamu.
penat la. asek-asek cakap pasal benda ni.
