waiting to ride the crimson wave
[ earbuzz : elok - padi ]
why, why do you play games with me? why cant you just show yourself now. let me have all the pain and suffering now, rather than the next 2, 3 days. when i have many plans to be out and about.
i swear, when you expect your menses to come on time, they rarely do. and when it finally ceremoniously arrives, the pain is the worst. it's like, the pain has been saved up and accumulated and it's unleashed finally. just be here already dammit! nabei.
come to think of it, my period's never been regular. why ah. what's wrong with my blood. my cycle has always been like between 21-25, 26 days. never fixed. i thought it's supposed to be regular after the first few years of puberty hit you right? OH I KNOW! i'm still an adolescent la that means. ya ya correct.
ok ok i have heard the next best indonesian r&b singer after glenn fredly and marcell. his name is ello. and the weird thing is, he sounds almost exactly like glenn. almost. check out 'pergi untuk kembali'. he also sang a duet with glenn on 'kau', which was done by glenn originally. sounds different tho. AND AND i've heard the new song by sheila on 7 'bertahan di sana'. nice la sunds. it sounds distinctly sheilaon7-ish. i cannot imagine the song performed by anyone else. AND AND i've also heard the new song by padi 'menanti sebuah jawaban'. damn nice too. also very distinctly padi-ish. see that's the thing about indon artistes. each of them doesnt sound like anyone else. even if they're in the same genre. if it's peterpan, you know how they sound like. very different from so7 and padi. and agnes monica doesnt sound like dewi sandra, does she?
you see malaysia. so many siti nurhaliza clones. so many! but so tak jadik can. i dont even really like misha omar. strange thing is, i've never seen anyone try to clone sheila majid, malaysia's reigning queen of jazz. why huh. jazz music's very 'atas' is it. too classy and too difficult to emulate. but seriously so many siti clones! senang2 nak jadik siti. her love is not on paper ok. her love is the same vibrations (cintaku bukan di atas kertas, cintaku getaran yang sama). hur.
i'm starving. have i told you that i'l always hungry nowadays. even after a meal. macam like fuck kan. and my hunger pangs are especially strong during the 5-7 pm period. i tried drinking water, cos i heard that may help in satisfying my stomach. but hell no. the stomach wants food. i can almost heard my tummy chanting 'WE WANT FOOD! WE WANT FOOD! JUNK! JUNK!' and also right, i'm craving for chocolate cake. was thinking of sara lee's one and then eating it with the chocolate syrup we have in the fridge.... can you have imaginary cakeorgasm? i think can.
ok i'm out of words. support indon music ok. and goo goo dolls. and coldplay. and john mayer. and damien rice. ok la and siti nurhaliza. and jesse mccartney. is it weird that i like his song 'she's no you'? so salah right. ok scrap jesse-my-voice-is-high-pitched-mccartney. he looks and sounds like aaron carter, my former supposed brother-in-law. gaah.
and is it weird that girls have been sending me messages in frienster wanting to be friends and then adding me in msn? SCARY THE MARY LA SIA. girls leh, girls! why would GIRLS want to be friends with you seh. unless they've seen or talked to you somewhere before. which in this case they dont. but harmless la right? maybe they have hot brothers.
so how did you know (insert hot brother's name)?
oh thru his sister
you're friends with the sister?
oh no la. she just added me in friendster.
why leh why? you know her meh?
how i know sia. maybe because i'm pretty la. or maybe because i like to lie.
she wants to be friends with you cos you're pretty? you not straight ha? you from crescent right?
so? from crescent that means not straight meh? nabei la you.
wasnt i supposed to be out of words dammit. ok i'm out. support indon music. and goo goo dolls. and coldplay. and john mayer. and damien rice. ok la and siti nurhaliza. and jesse mccartney.....
