don't ask me because i don't know why but it's like that.. and that's the way it is
see, i don't have to download new skins from blogskins or anywhere else. i just dig up my old ones and refurbish a little hurhur.
it's a saturday and i'm stuck at home and i wanna cry and sulk. the guys wanna watch soccer and the girls are either not in singapore or bogged down with assignments. it's ok i understand.
what i don't understand though is.. ok i have a problem regarding that friend's wedding. she said her sanding is tomorrow but i don't know what time to go. usually people sanding 2, 3ish like that right? she added that the reception is today but didn't say what time it was. i asked her over friendster but i doubt she would log in amidst all the henna painting and mandi bunga segala.
eh wait do people getting married still mandi bunga nowadays? never mind.
the point is, i don't know what time to go tomorrow. or whether i should go at all. oops. sebab aku takde escort la! nak pergi sorang-sorang macam malu gitu. segan la anak dara sorang ni nak pergi jemputan tiada berteman. nanti mat-mat rewang dan mat-mat kompang kacau. harharhar. klakar sey aku.
why that last paragraph so melayu and quite minah?
i was thinking (call the paramedics!), maybe i should stop depending on other people to have fun with. cos they are all busy with girlfriends, boyfriends, ex-boyfriends (haha!), their gelang patah homes (i'm serious), assignments, whathaveyous. so to fill up my time, i... i don't know what i shoud go about doing yet. but i can't just call on people and have them turn me down time and time again. i should have new friends! i shall go friend-scouting and have backup friends harharhar.
i shouldn't be left at home on a saturday. i'm cranky, not very funny, spouts nonsense and prone to sulking.
i shall go do just that now.
