ex-groupie has a backache
*earbuzz : bread - make it with you
okay i swear when i first published the previous entry the video link wasnt screwed. really really. so i dont know what happened there.
anyways.
my lower back hurts like hell. LIKE HELL. i cannot bend down properly in case i need to pick something off the floor. i wonder if it's chronic. i think it's the hours spent in front of the computer. but it's not like i spend the whole day on the computer chair. maybe it's my posture again. it's made worse by my menses i got yesterday. backache caused by sitting on computer chair + backache caused by bad posture + backache caused by menses = CHEEBAI FUCKING HELL SAKIT LA SIOL.
sheila on 7 has a new album out. greatest hits plus 2 new songs, i think. but it's only coming in next month for singapore and malaysia. NEED to get my hands on it. i can forgo taufik's album, and lifehouse's and stereophonic's but no way in hell am i going to miss so7's one. favourite bands come and go for me but sheila on 7 masih tetap menjadi pujaan hatiku. their gigs in singapore die die also must go. but my groupie status has ceased already. since i left crescent. very unnecessary and very embarassing.
so today my plan is to eat almost nothing at all. after i eat the mee rebus mother just bought, that is. then i will starve. once i start eating it's very hard to stop. especially because my house is a snack-filled haven. peanut butter cookies, potato chips, chocolates, every snack you can imagine. it's a nightmare when you're so not trying to put on anymore weight. i havent weighed myself for a long time. i think the last time was last august. i have no idea how heavy i am now. but i do feel like i'm heavier than what i'd like to be. did tell you my new year resolution was to be an anorexic? heh. only half joking.
"bila rindu ini masih milikkmu
kuhadirkan sebuah tanya untukmu
harus brapa lama aku menunggumu
aku menunggumu.."
-menunggumu : chrisye feat. peterpan
