i feel bad sometimes
amirul has the tendency to annoy me a lot these days. maybe i feel annoyed cos he doesnt always listen to me. which is frustrating. especially when you tell him to stop jibbering rubbish when amira's about to sleep. and i have a confession. i like to scold amira. and make her cry. not all the time la bloody 'ell. maybe cos it makes me feel powerful. it's weird. but yeah. ohstoplookinatmelikethat. i dont always make her cry. very few times actually. i still heart both of them a lot.
