'awww man u're HOT!'
it's a very powerful feeling when a former crush drops in a testimonial like that.
i started to like him when i saw him silat-ing for the hari raya concert rehearsal in.. 2001 i think (watching guys doing silat always turns me on. the intensity, the concentration in their eyes... switch on the fan pls!). he looked like craig david, sha and me thought. and somehow everyone involved in the concert knew i liked him thru the intercom i used cos i was the assistant stage manager. i remarked how handsome he was to my SM and everyone in the dressing rooms heard. but it was strange cos i didnt really feel embarrassed. right sha? for a while yeah but not so afterward. and he wasnt being a jerkass when he knew so everything was cool.
anyway he wasnt a major i'm-so-in-love-with-him-i-wanna-have-his-babies crush. i think i liked him for a very short time. few months at most. he went out with this very nice malay dancer. very nice but i think not a very good dancer. i kept this opinion to myself til we were back in TFA for a concert rehearsal organised by our succeeding committee. i commented about how her moves were not in tune with the tempo and rhythm of the song and sha surprisingly agreed. thought i was the only one who thought that. nyahahaha.
anyways they've since broken up. but i was still pleasantly surprised when i got the testimonial. happy, yes. thrilled, sort of. unexpected, oh hell yes.
am meeting nifal for dinner. waiting for his time confirmation. i feel like eating anything pasta-based. maybe pasta mania.
i can smell the strong smell of gel and hairspray floating thru from my brother's room. i think he's a metrosexual. a too-rich-too-goodlooking-for-his-own-good metrosexual.
