3D project
hey peeps. guess what. i have a 3D project going on. i'm quite overwhelmed by it. never have i seen anything like it. and it's gross and it's none other than my freakin zit! it's right smack in the middle of my left cheek.
there you have it. tengokkk.. tak ke besar benda tu??
it's the most obvious thing on my face now. such a turn-off. if people were to meet me for the first time now, they wouldn't need to remember my name. they would know me as the girl-with-the-goddam-huge-zit-on-her-face. that's one of my biggest zits ever sia.
i've been waking up at 11 these past few days. so i've been missing quite a few oprah episodes at 9 in the morn. and i'm kinda watching barney now. how do kids have so much energy and so much enthusiasm? everything's a fascination to them. i wonder if their parents force them to be in tv. like natalie wood, the hollywood actress in westside story and rebel without a cause. watched her story on hallmark that day. so tragic. her mum kinda forced her into movies to support the family when she was 5, i think. she drowned in the sea when she was 43 and the irony was, she had a phobia of water.
ok, i'm confused. i know i said i dont belive in love. but i always imagined a happy family was in store for me in the future. i'd have 2.2 kids and live happily ever after. is that possible? how can you be so sure that when you marry someone, he will be the same person before and after you married him? how do you know he won't turn abusive or adulterous? i know i have a long future ahead of me (insya allah) and i'll figure it out somehow. but i'm just not sure what i want right now. do i still wait around and assess every guy i come across? "is he a mate or is he a date?" oh screw it. mayne i just wont bother anymore.
