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excuse me while i gloat about my less-than-five-dollar phone bill for a little while

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

i am in delirium. because i got my phone bill yesterday and how much do i have to pay by the 23rd? $2.97!! excuse me while i indulge in a little euphoria..

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

i'm so very happy cos i'm so very smart. actually i didn't know i paid the bulk of this month's bill last month. so i was dreading to open the singtel envelope last night. imagine my utter shock when i read the amount due. i felt so light and giddy. no ridiculous phone bill this month then.

before i started work my average monthly bill was around 70 or 80 dollars and i had a habit of paying like 20 or 30 dollars each time. so the amount due escalated and reached an all-time high of 200plus 2 months back. but thankfully i got this job just in time so i managed to pay everything off. and now my financial situation is okay enough for me to pay a little bit extra every month and has resulted in my 3-dollar bill this month.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! excuse me. ahem.

i switched back to this skin cos i didn't have enough time last night to edit the new one. sorry ley. but your hard work spending hours editing that layout for me will not go down the drain. erm i think la. i might stick to this one even tho you don't like the black boxes hurhur.

heels are totally killing my back. wore them yesterday and i couldn't sleep till 4 am cos of the pain. and also because of the oreo mocha frappe i had in tcc earlier. so i don't know how i'm going to survive wearing them heels tomorrow when i'm out with the girls. you can't expect me to wear a songket kebaya with flats right? not very glam hor. if i'm not so vain and have a couldn't-care-less-what-people-are-thinking attitude, i might just wear my trusty flip-flops... i'm actually visualising it right now and i'm thinking i might be able to pull it off. i can wear my gold flip flops since my songket has gold threadings.

CAN WHAT, QUITE NICE. quite chic lor, i feel. yes, maybe i will start the trend. pairing a glam baju kurung or kebaya with flip flops. people will call the look 'the eli'. or 'the ahmoy'. or 'the elimoy'. ah yes nice ring to it. the elimoy.

back to my back (hurhur). it hurts so much sometimes it freaks me out. he has been asking me to go get it checked with my gp for i don't know how many times and each time i refuse and come up with so many excuses. the latest excuse i gave him? i went to the gp too many times already this month. for fever and my stomach flu. then if i go again now, with my new gorgeous hair some more, dr. yeo starts to fall in love with me how? big-time scandal will rock the neighbourhood okay.

ok i'm actually scared. i'm scared it's more serious than i think it is. i'm scared at the thought of wearing a back brace. sometimes i (wrongfully) think ignorance is bliss. maybe this ignorance will cost me my health soon huh. argh mak takot nak gik doctor la nyaaaaaahh....

there are days when i come home and slip into a mini depression. cos of many questions that are still unanswered. but i'm scared when i finally get the opportunity to ask i will clam up cos the nerves start eating me up inside. a part of me wants to ask all those things i've been meaning to ask and get everything out of the way before we can move on and carry on as usual. but there's also another part that says, oh come on no harm no foul. you don't need to ask, those questions of yours will be answered in time to come. don't force everything out all at once. *sigh* but my heart won't be at ease til everything's sorted out. so i guess i do have to ask, little by little. slowly. man man lai.

i read a quote from a friend's friendster bulletin post:

"for every sad thing that has happened to me, there are a million other things that are keeping me happy."

when i read that, it's like, a lightning bolt struck thru me. ok la not so exaggerated. but it hit me how true it was. machiam like, WHAM BAM! SO FUCKING TRUE OKAY. so i try to stop myself from getting all morose when i hit a bad patch in life. because i know i'm still alive and therefore able to appreciate all the good things that surround me in life. one rough patch won't kill me. cos i will live for the happiness that awaits me when i pick myself up.

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