pffft
crapcrapcrap.
i dont feel good. and i dont mean physically. i feel like i'm drained mentally. exhausted. spent. slept at 3 am. was lying in bed thinking. just thinking.
uncertainty's something i've always hated. i dont like not having a clue. i hate not knowing.
is a game being played? a game i'm not involved in but revolves around me? a thousand years can pass by without me ever knowing what's been happening.
i hate this. give me a sign. give me some answers. anything.
