teeth
*listening to let me love you by mario
i always have this recurring dream in which i lose my teeth. after one tooth falls out one loosens and i lose another one and another one. menakutkan you know. the recent one, i remember thinking in the dream that i hope this was a dream and it wasnt. but it was a dream la. get it?
it's good to know that blogging helps you see things clearer. like the last entry, if i didnt blog it, i wouldnt know how ridiculous i felt when those things happen. blogging rocks my socks la.
i dont know where i am right now. figuratively speaking. i dont know what i want to do. what i want to be. i'm aimless. i have no direction. i want a job but i also want to be free. i want to have fun but i need money.
and now i'm not really in the mood to blog. my mind's a blank. a big white blank.
