i wish i didn't cry so easily..
really i wish i couldn't cry, no matter how good it makes you feel. stupid tear ducts.
i got fucked by my boss in the afternoon. why? cos of some $2 lunch coupons, believe it anot. in a nutshell, she implied that i was selfish and racist (yeah, beat that).
and the story goes like this.. everytime there's hari raya or deepavali or xmas whatever, we get special lunches when we buy the coupons. so she bought like 10 coupons and asked me to distribute it. so whoever i bump into, i give the stupid coupon (p.s. she pronounces it kwee-pon). and whoever i didnt see, i put it on my supervisor's table because i assume they would take it from there. they always go to the table at the end of the day. the names were written on it. simple right?? noooooooo.. during lunch just now, she basically gave me the worst dressing down i've ever had cos some of those ppl didnt know where their coupons were. she asked whether i didnt give some of those coupons cos some of them were chinese. WHAT THE FUCK.
and this "conversation" wasnt one of those where i just kept quiet and looked sheepish. in her words, i "bit back". of cos i denied everything since it wasnt true. but i did tell her it was my fault cos i shouldnt have assumed certain things.
then later she sat me down again and told me she was angry cos i didnt listen to instructions. i just said ok. but in my heart i wanted to say "whatever". in the end, she said sorry (yeah she did..) not for scolding me but for the fact that it was xmas eve. she even said "i love you" and "dont be angry ok". freak.
THANK GOD I'M QUITTING!!
