am feeling sleepy. all these effects of menses. hate it. anyways yday played a pool with a fren and his fren. i think i won, like 2 games out of 7 we played yay. played at src. so posh i tell u the club. must wear collared shirts and shoes all. i think the management ppl in these xclusive clubs dunno how to relax. dats y the rules all like dat. after dat met up with awin in town, ate at cahaya again. ooh then we went to this wildlife exhibition at the field beside wisma held by the zoo, nite safari and the birdpark so i met up with some of my former colleagues at jbp. SO EXCITING. saw cindy and vijay from mktg, jui, jeet and nisham from the hawk centre and cik zainal n sadali from my dept last time. nice feeling. but my boss wasnt there. will prob drop by again on sat when she's there. ah then i saw my fave eclectus parrot -BABY!!! I MISS HIM SOOOOOO MUCH!! my beloved, beloved baby. so sweet and he still remembers me. love him dearly. dunno how many times i kissed and hugged him yday. am missing him already. then vijay, the mktg guy there told me i shud work full-time there. maybe i shud. or not. i'm still not sure. i mean, working there is so much fun. but a career there? i'm really not sure. btw, this vijay guy was also from nyp sbm. was an intern there oso like me then joined them fulltime.
argh was supposed to go gym with pal and timo dis morn. if not for my cramps, would have gone. i feel so fat and at a stage where i really hate my body. all of it. wish i had smaller and firmer ass, smaller thighs, nicer legs..... was looking at my reflection at the raffles mrt platform and i really hate wat i saw. i wish i had those kind of androgynous body, tall and lean all. forget abt womanly curves and shit. then can wear ANYTHING i want. urgh. hate my body. i'n nt sure if it's just my menses but if i had just one wish, i'd ask for a whole new body. nvm.... will make gym a regular thing insya-allah. will be one of those fit and toned girls dat u see outside california fitness ctr muahahhahaha....
-toodles-
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